April 2010
34 posts
“I’m always anxious thinking I’m not living my life to the fullest, you know?...”
– Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (via starsmending) (via exsouvenir) (via booklover)
So I've come to realize...
that things are done in steps, not in leaps. No matter what it is. Things have to be started slow and then work up to a good momentum.
Case in point, I started writing a story with the intent for it to be a novel. Though, its an awesome Idea, I haven’t written in almost a year. I only had an outline, nothing was fleshed out, not even a plot. So, now, I will be doing a bit more fleshing out,...
Purpose, Passion, and Etc.
You know, sometimes what bothers me is not money, even though its really nice to have. But its there to be spent cause once you die, that money doesnt go with you. What bothers me is, what am I here on this earth to do? What is my purpose?
Every day I wonder about that, dwell on that. Wondering, what is my passion? I dont have any particular thing that drives me every morning until late at night....
Let's do it.
Maybe its the naivety that is keeping the feeling of actual impending doom at bay. That slight “ignorance is bliss” is what is keeping me from going insane and realizing that the end of the line is near. Maybe I should let the false sense of calm be lifted and actually let my innate sense of worrying propel me forward instead of the usual backwards that it always had did. Maybe a good,...
I hate finishing novels. I make friends with the...
booklover:
bugseatbooks:(via fuckyeahreading, dreamtastic)
I can relate to that. =/
Its been a while.
But I miss writing. Not like bullshit writing, but like the creative fiction writing or even the journalistic writing I did back in school. I think I will try to do some entries in those formats for practice. Im a bit rusty but it should be fun. I got to put that english minor into use!
And photography, though i never had a hardcore legit camera like a Nikon or high end Canon. I remember just...
“To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already...”
– So Damn True. =]
Khalil Gibran (via nathanielstuart) (via booklover)
Here, we go.
Its starting back up again. Damn it. Rollercoaster time.
“Why do people have to be this lonely? What’s the point of it all? Millions of...”
– Haruki Murakami (via seya, awhitestraw) (via booklover)
So true…
Golden Rule and Desire
I don’t know why I am just over analyzing things with this girl. Or trying so hard to be candid with her. Its not that I am not honest because I really don’t have anything to hide. I guess that since she requested to find someone who IS honest, I just had assumed that she would be the same as well. It only makes sense. I am not trying to be self-righteous, but like the saying...
Why People are Shy →
luckychuky:
“About 20 percent of people are born with a personality trait called sensory perception sensitivity that can manifest itself as the tendency to be inhibited, or even neuroticism. The trait can be seen in some children who are “slow to warm up” in a situation but eventually join in, need little punishment, cry easily, ask unusual questions or have especially deep thoughts, the...
Rock Show
So Last night I went to an awesome show at Nokia theatre. The Sold out A Day To Remember Show also featuring August Burns Red, Silverstein, Enter Shikari and Veara.
I can say that Silverstein made me feel nostalgic of a lot of things from the past. Those songs resonate because it got me through a few rough times especially when it came to relationship related memories.
Enter Shikari was fun to...
A Warm Feeling In My Chest
I cant decide if its a heart attack or the feeling of speaking to the last girl that I loved, that i havent spoken to in a while, that has me feeling this way. Maybe if Im lucky, its a combination of both. =]
Disenchanted.
Thats what I have become. With everything. Everyone. Plain and simple. The only thing keeping me going is the potential of finding a job. saving up. 18-24 months down the road, move out and stabilize. During that time, I hope to improve on things, like my health and make it a main concern.
I no longer have a functioning ipod, so no more music for me. My 360 red ringed so no games or netflix....